Ok.. so this is spontaneous so excuse any grammatical errors a head of time…
I never write about how I feel in the moment.. and I never really discuss my trials and tribulations until they are over. But I had to write this. Yesterday, I went to the Bible museum and I went with a friend. Before that I went by myself the first day… then later I went with him two days in a row. It was so great that I went three days in a row.
As I walked through the museum…. I felt a overwhelming weep of God’s grace, mercy, and love. This time last year I was in such a terrible place. I had no idea what I was going to do. I was being betrayed… I had nothing and I was in pain. I was in serious pain. Those who claimed to be my friends had kicked me while I was down. So all I had was God. Trust me that is all I need.
So one year later. I have a house that I live in. Beautiful furniture . Two books. Two blogs. and I honestly cannot believe how much God has blessed me.
Here is the thing. I often go through spiritual warfare attacks because this blog is touching over 30 countries and I am only 24 years old. But make no mistake.. I dont deserve anything that God does for me.
Today… I am dealing with a minor affliction. I believe I had a allergic reaction to food. Whenever I eat something that God doesn’t want me to eat I always get sick. Anyways… Im really not complaining though. As I deal with this minor affliction. All I can say is God I thank you. I read the Joyce Meyer Beyond Suffering Bible today.. and the Word of God says stay positive… Today ! I will stay positive. Even though my body is aching with pain. Yet will I trust Him !
Lamentations 3:23 says,
They are new every morning: great is thy faithfulness.
Thank You Jesus for your awesome and marvelous power. I pray the prayer of Manasseh because I know that I dont deserve your grace. I love You Lord. You are my Abba and my strength according to Romans 8:15. In Jesus Name… I pray. Thank God, Amen Jesus.